to myself

dear myself,

actually...i saw his recently uploaded photo...curiously...i opened it...finally i got to see the most recent him...n i'd opened the girl's profile..again...c how much they can suit themselve well...isend a messege to him...i know he wont reply,he owayz dont after he got her...how much i miss him...i know i shouldnt,cant control...wat to do?y sometimes can sometimes kenot de....i'm now at skol lab,suddently fel like how good if i can forever stay at here...dont need to bother other things...if i miss him means miss u rite?...so...i miss u...miss u very much....

from,
itsuki_cwt

失眠

这时的你,应该睡了吧
平时的你都是早睡的
平时是为了工作
那假期也是如此吗?
和她约会的前一天也是如此吗?

我是,只要有你的夜晚
我都睡不着,
之前是因为太高兴,觉得自己很幸运
现在是因为太想念,提得起放不下
和你的夜晚
睡得最平静
因为那双手,握着,紧紧地,不放手
因为那肩膀,强而有力地,抱着我,属于我的
因为那心跳
当我想到自己能够参与你心跳的行列
我看到了幸福的形状
它,是如此地平定
一起一伏地.......
伴随着你的气味,沐浴乳的味道
我也买了一瓶在家
因为不敢放纵自己,我放在家.
你,现在好吗?
睡在你身边的她,好吗?

14th May
2.30am

夜

夜,是那么地静
那么地寂寞
一个人,
看着内容空白的电影
唯有在这个时候,
才敢想你,
毫无忌惮地想,
我们.


14th May
2.30am

暧昧

暧昧时的感觉,并不好受啊…
让人觉得有希望,却又不知道哪一天,希望会被他打碎…
断然拒绝这种关系,也许会很难过,时间久了,应该会好点吧…
我们一起加油,好不好 ......

受伤

想放下,还是需要时间吧?当你的心人被深深地刮伤后,以后还会对人那么信任吗?多想就这样把过去抹掉,可发生了就是发生了.阴影仍在,伤口仍在,要努力点才行…